Life is a test. Like any living color that God gave to a servant, whose name is not spared from the exam. The servants remain patient or a kufr and disobedience.
From the standpoint of theory, all people who believe in recognizing it. Very difficult to understand that and glad that as a test. But, what if the test was tangible in real life. Can?
That's what's been experienced Khairiyah. All started in 1992.
At that time, God brings Khairiyah mate with a young man who is not familiar. Match that lasted through his brother who are concerned with his sister who had not yet married. Though his age was nearly thirty years.
For Khairiyah, marriage is a door of worship in which so many deeds that he could achieve. Therefore, he did not want to initiate the door with something that is not God approves.
He deliberately chose the proposal through his brother, because the candidates do not yet know how it can better maintain the level of sincerity to enter marriage. And a marriage that did not take place attended by mothers and fathers Khairiyah. Because, they do have long called by God when Khairiyah still very young.
The days had passed Khairiyah menage with full happiness. While the husband was only a driver in a tourism company, he felt sufficiently with the existing.
Blessing in Khairiyah households began to appear. Without a pause again, direct Khairiyah pregnant. She and her husband were so happy. "Not long now, we have kids, Bang!" she told her husband.
Start the day-to-day cravings that this troublesome new partner. But for Khairiyah, everything goes so pleasant.
And, what awaited was coming. Khairiyah first baby was born. There is happiness, but there is also a concern.
Perhaps, this is the first concern for this couple. From this, it starts scrolling crucible.
The doctor stated that the first baby Khairiyah premature. The baby was born in a six-month pregnancy. He named Dina.
Although doctors allowed to go home with her mother Dina, but must continue outpatient. And of course, matters become unavoidable costs for a husband Khairiyah the only driver.
At least twice a week Khairiyah and husband back and forth to the doctor to check out Dina. Sometimes because of busy husband, Khairiyah drove Dina alone.
Several months later, God gave me good news to Khairiyah. She was pregnant for the second child.
For Khairiyah, expectations of the entertainment of both children began to blossom. Let the children first be a test, the second child will be a solace. That's about delusion Khairiyah and husband.
With the permission of Allah, the second child born Khairiyah safely. The baby also has the name of Nisa. Born in when his brother was only one year. And birth, while his brother still lay like a diseased patient inside. Can not talk and respond. In fact, crawling and sitting was not able. An oddity for infants aged one year.
Several weeks passed after Khairiyah face weary and troublesome birth. God gives two additional exams for Khairiyah and husband. His second son, Nisa, experiencing a strange disease that medical science has not been detected. Often the heat and strain, then normal like nothing happened. And so on.
Until the age of six months even, Nisa has not shown like a baby's normal development. He looked like his sister who was still lying in bed. Khairiyah husband and paced back to the doctor with two children at once.
At the age of six months Nisa, Allah gave glad tidings for a third time for Khairiyah and husband. Apparently, Khairiyah pregnant.
Not to mention her second child, even one year, the third child born Khairiyah. At that time, the arrival of the solace of hope reappears. And her third child was a baby boy. His name, Fahri.
Begin your day is very inconvenient dilakoni Khairiyah. Imagine, two children have not seen signs of recovery, a third baby had come seize the attention of the mother.
But, the trouble was still covered by the hope Fahri Khairiyah with the presence of an entertainer who started one month old.
Unfortunately, God has willed another. What is expected Khairiyah totally incompatible with what God wants. Fahri, a disease similar to his brothers. He is like suffering from paralysis.
Be, three infants who are powerless to close the gap of time and cost Khairiyah and husband. Almost all the valuables he sold to seek treatment. Start doctors, carpenters etc., herbal, and others. Still, the changes have not appeared in the children Khairiyah.
Rather, the changes appear on my beloved husband. Because of frequent overtime work and less rest, Khairiyah husband suddenly ill. Her stomach was distended, and nearly all of his skin is yellow.
Only about ten hours in the hospital, her husband died. September 2001, became a new point of traveling with trials Khairiyah new, more complex than ever. And, stay to face the complexity of the life of the mother with three children who are sick, keep lying, and not yet showing signs of recovery.
Three months after her husband's death, God tested Khairiyah with something he had never experienced before. Fahri, the youngest, go away for good.
Sometimes Khairiyah stunned by what he was going through. There is something that almost never escape from her life, tears.
During the nine years of sailing the household, such as tears never ceased to drip on both eyelids mother who graduates' of this aliyah. More and more relatives to visit with the intention that teardrop round, more and more tears flowed. Continues to seek forgiveness, remembrance and tears came out it was the same.
Khairiyah trying to stand on their own without waiting for the mercy of neighbors and relatives. In between busy taking care of two children who were still lying, he traded for food. There Uduk rice, fried bananas, bakwan, and others.
In June 2002, God again gave a trial that might be the climax of the previous trials.
On June 5, 2002, God called Nisa to leave the world for ever. Khairiyah cry. Large family was grieving. They take care and take Nisa gone for good.
For some reason, almost none Khairiyah relatives who wanted to return to their homes. They seemed to want to accompany Khairiyah for other things they do not know.
Sure enough, two days after the death of Nisa, Nida was followed. In fact, tents and benches for relatives who came in Nisa's death had not yet made up.
This is the culmination of God exam Khairiyah experienced since her marriage.
One by one, people who previously did not exist in his life, gone forever. People who once loved. And eventually became the people who should he lupai.
If only the tears that he merely showed, the value of his love for the people who once had no value with him like anything.
There is only one attitude that he wanted to show that everything can be valuable. Namely, patience. "God willing, all of it into my savings for a ticket to heaven."